Last night, Rebekah decided to wake up every few hours and cry until she got Daddy's attention. I could not endure it, so I went to sleep in Grant's room. I couldn't stop thinking of him as I lay there in his room. I could smell him on the pillow and I felt enveloped in his love. I prayed that God would tell him I missed him and that I was sleeping in his room and thinking about him. I miss my man so much!!
Paul says in 1 Thessalonians 4:13, "But I do not want you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning those who have fallen asleep, lest you sorrow as others who have no hope.". I don't sorrow like the rest of the world. I know Grant believed upon Jesus' name and that he is in Heaven with Him now. For that I cannot sorrow, but I rejoice for him. How wonderful! Yes, I miss him so badly that I could cry all day, but it is different because I know where he is. I will see him again one day.
In Timothy 2:3, we read that "You therefore must endure hardship as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.". I am enduring, pressing forward toward the goal. I can't wait until Heaven, to gaze upon my King and to see my little boy and my Grandma and Grandpa, my Poppy and Nanny and my other loved ones that I greatly miss.
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